songs in my mind
My theme song in high school was "Goodbye" by Gravity Kills. The lyrics "I don't need this poison / I don't need control / I don't need forgiveness / I don't need... YOU" really spoke to me at that time in my life. I was pissed at the world and didn't care who knew it. Hmmm.
I've mellowed. My current theme song is "Yesterday's Void" by My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult. "Maniac martyr / Out for the kill / Kult devil rider / Gettin' queer for a fix / Poison puppet / Lick the shit off my boot / Down with the boys / Yesterday's void / Gimme your strange drug / Asylum disciple / Lord of the wild! / Soul spinner thriller / Life's crash hungry child / You're a ghost of a man / Selling flesh to transcend" Um, yeah. No, really, I've mellowed. I'm not the angry person I was in high school anymore. I just like Thrill Kill Kult.
I am thinking about adopting "Cage" by Odor of Pears as my personal song. But it's kinda depressing. "And where else could I go? / This cage is all I know / I love my cage! / Please let me out..." Hmmm, no, I don't think so. Maybe some nonsense song by Laura Love or something in Japanese? Eh, nah. I think I've got a few years left on "Yesterday's Void."